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Kamala Surayya / Suraiyya formerly known as Kamala Das , (also known as Kamala
Madhavikutty, pen name was Madhavikutty) was a major Indian English poet and
littrateur and at the same time a leading Malayalam author from Kerala, India. Her
popularity in Kerala is based chiefly on her short stories and autobiography, while
her oeuvre in English, written under the name Kamala Das, is noted for the fiery
poems and explicit autobiography.

Her open and honest treatment of female sexuality, free from any sense of guilt,
infused her writing with power, but also marked her as an iconoclast in her
generation.

On 31 May , aged 75, she died at a hospital in Pune, but has
earned considerable respect in recent years.

Early Life

Kamala Das was born in Punnayurkulam, Thrissur District in Kerala, on March 31,
, to V. M. Nair, a former managing editor of the widely-circulated Malayalam
daily Mathrubhumi, and Nalappatt Balamani Amma, a renowned Malayali poetess.

She spent her childhood between Calcutta, where her father was employed as a
senior officer in the Walford Transport Company that sold Bentley and Rolls Royce
automobiles, and the Nalappatt ancestral home in Punnayurkulam.

Like her mother, Kamala Das also excelled in writing.

Her love of poetry began at an
early age through the influence of her great uncle, Nalappatt Narayana Menon, a
prominent writer.

At the age of 15, she got married to bank officer Madhava Das, who encouraged her
writing interests, and she started writing and publishing both in English and in
Malayalam. Calcutta in the s was a tumultous time for the arts, and Kamala
Das was one of the many voices that came up and started appearing in cult
anthologies along with a generation of Indian English poets.

Literary Career

She was noted for her many Malayalam short stories as well as many poems written
in English.

Das was also a syndicated columnist. She once claimed that "poetry does
not sell in this country [India]", but her forthright columns, which sounded off on
everything from women's issues and child care to politics, were popular.

Das' first book of poetry, Summer In Calcutta was a breath of fresh air in Indian
English poetry.

She wrote chiefly of love, its betrayal, and the consequent anguish.
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Das abandoned the certainties offered by an archaic, and somewhat sterile,
aestheticism for an independence of mind and body at a time when Indian poets
were still governed by "19th-century diction, sentiment and romanticised love." Her
second book of poetry, The descendants was even more explicit, urging women to:

"Gift him what makes you woman, the scent of

Long hair, the musk of sweat between the breasts,
The warm shock of menstrual blood, and all your
Endless female hungers " - The Looking Glass

This directness of her voice led to comparisons with Marguerite Duras and Sylvia
Plath

At the age of 42, she published a daring autobiography, My Story; it was originally
written in Malayalam and later she translated it into English.

Later she admitted that
much of the autobiography had fictional elements.

Kamala Das wrote on a diverse range of topics, often disparate- from the story of a
poor old servant, about the sexual disposition of upper middle class women living
near a metropolitan city or in the middle of the ghetto.

Some of her better-known
stories include Pakshiyude Manam, Neypayasam, Thanuppu, and Chandana
Marangal. She wrote a few novels, out of which Neermathalam Pootha Kalam, which
was received favourably by the reading public as well as the critics, stands out.

She travelled extensively to read poetry to Germany's University of Duisburg-Essen,

University of Bonn and University of Duisburg universities, Adelaide Writer's Festival
, Frankfurt Book Fair, University of Kingston, Jamaica, Singapore, and South Bank
Festival (London), Concordia University (Montreal, Canada), etc.

Her works are
available in French, Spanish, Russian, German and Japanese.

She has also held positions as Vice chairperson in Kerala Sahitya Academy,
chairperson in Kerala forestry Board, President of the Kerala Children's Film Society,
editor of Poet magazine[6] and Poetry editor of Illustrated Weekly of India.

Although occasionally seen as an attention-grabber in her early years, she is now

seen as one of the most formative influences on Indian English poetry.

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In , The
Times called her "the mother of modern English Indian poetry".

Conversion to Islam

She was born in a conservative Hindu Nair (Nallappattu) family having royal
ancestry, After being asked by her lover Sadiq Ali, an Islamic scholar and a Muslim
League MP, she embraced Islam in at the age of 65 and assumed the name
Kamala Surayya.

After converting, she wrote:

"Life has changed for me since Nov.

14 when a young man named Sadiq Ali walked
in to meet me. He is 38 and has a beautiful smile. Afterwards he began to woo me
on the phone from Abu Dhabi and Dubai, reciting Urdu couplets and telling me of
what he would do to me after our marriage. I took my nurse Mini and went to his
place in my car.

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I stayed with him for three days. There was a sunlit river, some
trees, and a lot of laughter. He asked me to become a Muslim which I did on my
return home." (- Merrily Weisbord)

Her conversion was rather controversial, among social and literary circles, with The
Hindu calling it part of her "histrionics". She said she liked being behind the
protective veil of the purdah.

Later, she felt it was not worth it to change one's

religion and said "I fell in love with a Muslim after my husband's death. He was kind
and generous in the beginning. But I now feel one shouldn't change one's religion. It
is not worth it.".

Politics

Though never politically active before, she launched a national political party, Lok
Seva Party, aiming asylum to orphaned mothers and promotion of secularism.

In
she unsuccessfully contested in the Indian Parliament elections.

Personal Life

Kamala Das had three sons - M D Nalapat, Chinnen Das and Jayasurya Das. Madhav
Das Nalapat, the eldest, is married to Princess Lakshmi Bayi (daughter of Sri
Chembrol Raja Raja Varma Avargal) from the Travancore Royal House.

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He holds the
UNESCO Peace Chair and Professor of geopolitics at the Manipal Academy of Higher
Education. He was formerly a resident editor of the Times of India.

She had a sexual relationship with Sadiq Ali, an Islamic scholar who was much
younger in age. She herself describes her visit to Sadiq Ali's home as follows:

I was almost asleep when Sadiq Ali climbed in beside me, holding me, breathing
softly, whispering endearments, kissing my face, breasts and when he entered
me, it was the first time I had ever experienced what it was like to feel a man from
the inside." (- Merrily Weisbord)

Womanhood in her Poetry

Das' uncanny honesty extends to her exploration of womanhood and love.

In her
poem "An Introduction" from Summer in Calcutta, the narrator says, "I am every/
Woman who seeks love" (de Souza 10). Though Amar Dwivedi criticizes Das for this
"self imposed and not natural" universality, this feeling of oneness permeates her
poetry ().

Kamala das autobiography pdf to excel converter At the age of 42, she published a daring autobiography, My Story; it was originally written in Malayalam titled Ente Katha and later she translated it into English. My Story brought Kamala Das to prominence for being exceptionally vocal about her most private experiences. From this revolt rose all her troubles, psychological trauma and frustrations. She always remained careful not to offend her husband in any condition.

In Das' eyes, womanhood involves certain collective experiences.

Indian women, however, do not discuss these experiences in deference to social

mores. Das consistently refuses to accept their silence. Feelings of longing and loss
are not confined to a private misery. They are invited into the public sphere and
acknowledged.

Das seems to insist they are normal and have been felt by women
across time.

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In "The Maggots" from the collection, The Descendants, Das
corroborates just how old the sufferings of women are. She frames the pain of lost
love with ancient Hindu myths (de Souza 13). On their last night together, Krishna
asks Radha if she is disturbed by his kisses. Radha says, "No, not at all, but thought,
What is/ It to the corpse if the maggots nip?" (de Souza ).

Radha's pain is
searing, and her silence is given voice by Das. Furthermore, by making a powerful
goddess prey to such thoughts, it serves as a validation for ordinary women to have
similar feelings.

Eroticism in her Poetry

Coupled with her exploration of women's needs is an attention to eroticism. The

longing to lose one's self in passionate love is discussed in "The Looking Glass" from
The Descendants.

The narrator of the poem urges women to give their man "what
makes you women" (de Souza 15). The things which society suggests are dirty or
taboo are the very things which the women are supposed to give. The "musk of
sweat between breasts/ The warm shock of menstrual blood" should not be hidden
from one's beloved.

In the narrator's eyes, love should be defined by this type of
unconditional honesty. A woman should "Stand nude before the glass with him," and
allow her lover to see her exactly as she is.

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Likewise, the woman should appreciate
even the "fond details" of her lover, such as "the jerky way he/ Urinates". Even if the
woman may have to live "Without him" someday, the narrator does not seem to
favor bridling one's passions to protect one's self. A restrained love seems to be no
love at all; only a total immersion in love can do justice to this experience.

Much like
the creators of ancient Tantric art, Das makes no attempt to hide the sensuality of
the human form; her work seems to celebrate its joyous potential while
acknowledging its concurrent dangers.

Feminism

Das once said, "I always wanted love, and if you don't get it within your home, you
stray a little"(Warrior interview).

Though some might label Das as "a feminist" for
her candor in dealing with women's needs and desires, Das "has never tried to
identify herself with any particular version of feminist activism" (Raveendran 52).

Das' views can be characterized as "a gut response," a reaction that, like her poetry,
is unfettered by other's notions of right and wrong.

Nonetheless, poet Eunice de
Souza claims that Das has "mapped out the terrain for post-colonial women in social
and linguistic terms". Das has ventured into areas unclaimed by society and
provided a point of reference for her colleagues. She has transcended the role of a
poet and simply embraced the role of a very honest woman.

Death

On 31 May , aged 75, she died at a hospital in Pune.

Her body was flown to her
home state of Kerala. She was buried at the Palayam Juma Masjid at
Thiruvanathapuram with full state honour.

Awards and other Recognitions

Kamala Das has received many awards for her literary contribution, including:
Nominated and shortlisted for Nobel Prize in
Asian Poetry Prize
Kent Award for English Writing from Asian Countries
Asian World Prize
Ezhuthachan Award
Sahitya Academy Award
Vayalar Award
Kerala Sahitya Academy Award
Muttathu Varkey Award

She was a longtime friend of Canadian writer Merrily Weisbord, who published a
memoir of their friendship, The Love Queen of Malabar, in

Kamala Das's Works:

English

The Sirens (Asian Poetry Prize winner)

Summer in Calcutta (poetry; Kent's Award winner)
The Descendants (poetry)
The Old Playhouse and Other Poems (poetry)
My Story (autobiography)
Alphabet of Lust (novel)
The Anamalai Poems (poetry)
Padmavati the Harlot and Other Stories (collection of short stories)
Only the Soul Knows How to Sing (poetry)
Yaa Allah (collection of poems)
Tonight,This Savage Rite (with Pritish Nandy)
My Mother At Sixty-six (Poem)

Malayalam

Pakshiyude Manam (short stories)

Naricheerukal Parakkumbol (short stories)
Thanuppu (short story, Sahitya Academi award)
Ente Katha (autobiography)
Balyakala Smaranakal (Childhood Memories)
Varshangalkku Mumbu (Years Before)
Palayan (novel)

 Neypayasam (short story)

Dayarikkurippukal (novel)
Neermathalam Pootha Kalam (novel, Vayalar Award)
Chekkerunna Pakshikal (short stories)
Nashtapetta Neelambari (short stories)
Chandana Marangal (Novel)
Madhavikkuttiyude Unmakkadhakal (short stories)2x
Vandikkalakal (novel)
My Mother At Sixty-six (Poem)